I know. But my body is in agony and I just can't do this anymore. 40 years of this is enough. The stress is causing me great pain. I had a trigger finger in my left hand for years and I thought, yay finally went away, but this morning woke up with trigger finger in other hand. :(
Wow I've had a trigger finger for years too, it is the middle finger of my right hand. I never knew that existed until the problem started. It's super annoying.